Bluebird – A poem by Charles Bukowski

There’s a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I’m too tough for him,
I say, stay in there, I’m not going
to let anybody see
you.

there’s a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I pour whiskey on him and inhale
cigarette smoke
and the whores and the bartenders
and the grocery clerks
never know that
he’s
in there.

there’s a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I’m too tough for him,
I say,
stay down, do you want to mess
me up?
you want to screw up the
works?
you want to blow my book sales in
Europe?

there’s a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I’m too clever, I only let him out
at night sometimes
when everybody’s asleep.
I say, I know that you’re there,
so don’t be
sad.
then I put him back,
but he’s singing a little
in there, I haven’t quite let him
die
and we sleep together like
that
with our
secret pact
and it’s nice enough to
make a man
weep, but I don’t
weep, do
you?

Hawking Bang !

My goal is simple. It is a complete understanding of the universe, why it is as it is and why it exists at all

Oour Universe (which includes space, time and matter) was created out of a singularity – an infinitely small point of infinite density and temperature.

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Quantum Mechanics

Quantum Mechanics

Knowledge loses relevance when stories are not told
And creativity cannot exist without freedom
School had failed me and I have failed school
I wanted to learn what I wanted to know, but they wanted me to learn for the exam
I felt my thirst for knowledge was being strangled by teachers grades were their only measurement
How can a teacher understand youth with such a system?
I began to suspect authority and distrust teachers
Because narrow minds devoid of imagination
Intolerance
Theories cut off from reality

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Erotic sex electrostimulation

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Erotic sex electrostimulation (abbreviated e-stim and also known as electrosex) is a human sexual practice involving the application of electrical stimulation to the nerves of the body, with particular emphasis on the genitals, using a power source (such as a TENS, EMS, Violet wand, or made-for-play units) for purposes of sexual stimulation. Electrostimulation has been associated with BDSM activities, and erotic electrostimulation is an evolution of that practice. Erotic electrostimulation is the use of electrostimulation in an erotic or sexual manner versus the more sadistic or painful applications in BDSM.

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And the ones that have this fetish must thank  Thomas Alva Edison for the invention of electricity (That’s just the simple version of the inventing off). Must think of the epic courage of the first man who tried Erotic sex electrostimulation on his balls.

Electro sex stimulation

The brain that wouldn’t die

Created a remix of the movie The brain that wouldn’t die with music from Ian Alex Mac.

Published 1962

The Brain That Wouldn’t Die – Full Version (1962)

Dr. Bill Cortner has been performing experimental surgery on human guinea pigs without authorization and against the advice of his father, also a surgeon. When Bill’s fiance Jan Compton is decapitated in an automobile accident, he manages to keep her brain alive. He now needs to find a new body for his bride-to-be and settles on Doris Powell, a glamor model with a facial disfigurement. Jan meanwhile doesn’t want to continue her body-less existence and calls upon the creature hidden in the basement, one of Bill Cortner’s unsuccessful experiments, to break loose.

Director: Joseph Green

Writers: Rex Carlton (original story), Joseph Green (original story)
Stars: Jason Evers, Virginia Leith and Leslie Daniels

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What is happiness?


So what is well being? When do you really feel well in your life? When you truly feel well, when you’re really happy, you’re well. Even if you’re physically ill, your still well. Even when you’re medically diagnosed ass ill you could be happy right now. You’re feeling well isn’t it to fundamentally. Well-being means a certain level of joyfulness. Everybody’s been happy but the problem is that we are not able to maintain it, that’s all.  Isn’t everybody’s been happy in the last 24 hours? How many moments have joy have you known? Maybe you can count them on your fingers. Many people have nothing to count.  Continue reading